November 16th was a busy day in my library. I had back to back classes scheduled, a calendar snafu (my own doing, of course), that needed fixing, and a district wide staff development to prepare for. So, when the phone rang just as a group of 6th graders were piling in, I was sorely tempted to just let it ring. Then, when I did answer it, and heard someone on the other end tell me that they were calling from the American Library Association and wondered if they could put me on speaker phone, I have to be honest, my first thought was "Uh oh. What did I do now?"
What happened after that is kind of a blur.
I can't remember the exact order of how things went, but I do know that in the five minutes that followed I a) cried b) spilled my coffee and c) was told by a student that I "looked like I'd just won the lottery" which is sort of true, because in fact, I'd been chosen as one of this year's winners of the American Library Association's "I Love My Librarian" Award - a fact that I still find entirely surreal even as I type it out. If you're not familiar with this program, it's an annual award which is sponsored by The Carnegie Corporation and The New York Times. And, in my opinion, it's really special because it affords library patrons with the opportunity to recognize the contributions of their librarians. This year, 1700 librarians were nominated. Ten were chosen for the award.
In the weeks that followed, there were travel arrangements to make, photos to submit and speeches to prepare, all while keeping the whole thing top secret (which, let me just tell you, was the hardest part of all!). In that time, I was (virtually) introduced to the nine other librarians who were also chosen for this award - an insanely talented group that had me HUMBLED at hello. Then, finally, last Thursday, I got to meet them in person during the award ceremony in New York.
|Voguing with Saundra Ross-Forest|
Since then, I've taken the time to read about my fellow honorees and I was right to be impressed. These women are fierce! And what's more, they are vibrant, funny and incredibly generous. As each one of them took the stage to accept the award, I grew more and more attached to them and their stories. From Venetia's impassioned advocacy for patrons with disabilities to Barbara's proclamation that winning the award made her feel like being crowned "Miss Indiana," I gotta tell you, I teared up during each and every one of their remarks.
|Geek Chic w/Michelle Luhtala|
Now, I know this is the part when I'm supposed to say how humbled I am to have been honored in this way, and I am, truly. However, if anything, I emerge from this experience, (as we are wont to say in the South), fired up. Throughout the night, people kept asking me how it felt to win the award. And no matter how many times I tried to think of something witty or charming to say, the thing I kept coming back to was the idea that being honored for quality service is really just a confirmation of something I already know to be true: that what we do is worth fighting for.
As I said during my 90 seconds on the stage, it's been a tough year for libraries. What's more, I know sometimes we feel powerless to do anything to change the things that have made the last (and next) few years so challenging - but that's wrong and dangerous thinking. The one thing we all have control over, is also the thing that's the most powerful: the quality of our work. We can't control our budgets or the whims of local (or federal) politicians, but we can control the impact we have on our patrons, the environments we create for them and the opportunities we provide them for learning. Every last one of the ladies I met on Thursday could use a bigger budget (or one at all!), more staff and a magic wand - and yet none of them let the lack of those things diminish the quality of the work they do. So, yes... I'm humbled. But I'm also empowered by the knowledge that no matter what hand we are dealt, how we play it is completely up to us.
Update: Since this post, ALA has added some information to their page about the award that I wanted to share. First off, if you're interested in reading Caroline Kennedy's remarks about libraries (which I found quite moving) they are posted in their entirety here. And secondly, if you're interested in conveying your congratulations or warm wishes to any of the recipients, you can do so here. ALA has set up a separate page for you to share your thoughts with the honorees, which I think is kind of a neat thing. Enjoy!